Current mood:	nostalgic
Current music:	Punk Goes Crunk

Here's the Thing, We Started Out Friends
Being 21 is the worst thing that ever happened to my bank account. Why must the funnest things in life also be so expensive? Monday night was Victoria's 21st, so we went out. Last night was Cinco De Mayo. Then Thursday Bonnie and I are going to the Blue Nile. I will most likely have at least a beer or two because their Happy House deals are AH-mazing !!! With all this excessive drinking I should probably be getting to the gym more. C'est la vie...i hope i spelled that correctly.

So I am now sitting around waiting for a phone interview with this woman in London. She works for Parker's Fashion Group. They want to give me an internship this summer while I am abroad, but I'm not even really sure what I would be doing for them. She was supposed to call twenty-five minutes ago...I guess I will wait til 10:30 before I move on with my day. Maybe she has the time difference screwed up or something...Oh well, she said the interview was more for me to ask them questions, rather than for them to grill me.

I gave out my graduation cards the other day. I wrote one to each of my senior roommates, Kathleen and Courtney. Although last semester things between us were so tense, this semester has been so much better. Andrea doesn't think so, but I def. do. I am pretty pumped to have the bunnies out of the apt. They are cute and all, but they smell horribly, and make our apt smell equally as bad. I also sent Ben a graduation card. I sent it through the mail, so I'm not sure he has gotten it. I can't believe that he graduates on Friday. I also can't believe he has been in my life for a year and a half now. I wonder if later in life he will look back and see me as another one that got away. Even if it sounds pathetic, I really hope so. I hope he realizes how happy he could possibly be, if he just let himself embrace other people and fully let them into his life. Life is no fun being a closed book.

My last final is tonight at 6:30. I cannot believe I am going to be a senior next year. It is incredibly bitter sweet. I love my friends from high school, but I think this graduation is going to effect me emotionally so much more. The people I have met, and the experiences I have had over the past three years have shaped me so much. Like my marketing teacher said, never again will we have so much freedom with so little responsibility. I love only having to worry about my classes. I'm not ready to worry about rent, bills, and work.

Ok...this is getting too long. I should write in here more frequently so my entries aren't such novels.